You Made Our Night (Ideal Cut in Manila 2018년9월29일)

The first concert I attended, first moment to see artists, first gathering with my fandom or Carats, first bias-crush seen in person, first time to cheer so loudly, first step to MOA Arena, first solo trip (went alone back and forth). It was all in all a first, and one of the rarities to witness a euphoric me. I could not disengage my smile.

By the queue, everybody was already chanting and hollering, and so excited that someone was in tears and one said "Di pa ko ready. (I'm not yet ready.)". While waiting in the arena, things were the same. Sure I was out of place in terms of company but I was laid-back and at ease since anyways, they are my co-fans. Specifically, I sat by the middle lower box A and seatmates all had friends or relatives with them. I could have had uncle-dad unfortunately back then, the upper box tickets to be bought for us two were sold out, which made him ask about the available, and there was lower box A that fitted the budget. He was happier on not getting in. Much surprise, I thanked him wholeheartedly.

When they eventually appeared, I slapped my palm on my mouth in shock and joy. Finally! Then I saw him, Jeon Wonwoo, and my heart stopped with my grown eyes. I began to yell and chant with the rest. Hightlight (OT13 Ver.) was their intro, followed by...

-Thanks

-1st VCR

-Flower

-No F.U.N

-Chuck

-1st talk (introducing themselves, joking, sweet talk)

-Run To You

-Beautiful

-Change Up

-2nd VCR

-Un Haeng Il Chi

-Sukyo

-Habit

-Pinwheel

-Swimming Fool

-Jam Jam

-3rd VCR

-Thinking About You

-Hello

-Rocket (English Ver.)

-Pretty U

-4th VCR ("Jeon Wonwoo mahal na mahal kita! (I love you so much Jeon Wonwoo!)" -Me [my biggest scream I did not think of giving])

-Shining Diamonds

-Adore U

-Oh My!

-2nd talk (noticing the yellow banners we held during Oh My!, shouting "Iiyak na yan! (He's gonna cry!)" to Kwon Hoshi, Kim Mingyu dancing TT, freestyle dancing Boo Seungkwan, freestyle rapping Joshua Hong and DK, Jeon Wonwoo singing "Mahal kita~")

-Clap

-Campfire (Yellow and violet lights up and a "Saengil chukhahamnida!" to Yoon Jeonghan)

-Ending Ment (individual messages, Seventeen X Carat groufie)

-Healing

-Very Nice (jumping/partying, when we thought it was over...[done like twice] they jumped out to the stage singing and shocking us)

...Over. Parting from the place, I missed them accurately. Why? Meeting and the time with them is opportunistic and infrequent. Glee rode with me on the way back to my hometown because of the every second we all earned with our boys.

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Aimed! Made attainable with faith, traits, and work. That fangirl who softly lamented as a team bahay (house team; cannot attend faves' events) managed to witness one of her favorite groups in action and in person. There are ways for such major goals, apply them, be good, believe and watch.

It has been a week from now since that night and I love to thank the people who empowered me for this. More gratitude from me to you, bless you more. Salamat muli.

Dear team bahay (including my best friends),

Do not lose hope. You could not go, you had the chance but was restrained, you were late, time was loaded or limited, drenched with errands, whatever was from your point of view, it does not depict the finish line for you. You did miss many, you failed an opportunity, though your breathtaking days are sure to join in your lives. Reiterating from above: believe, be good, apply. Those are truthfully my three goal points that I am now sharing to you because you as a fan and human need it very much. Believe in Him and in your capabilities and chances, be good or have positive traits for a healthier soul, and apply work for dreams to shift into reality. You go people! God bless you.